Friday, January 27, 2006

"Love thyself so that you can give love without the need of being loved"

I'm learning to put myself before her. I'm learning to ask myself what I want and need instead of thinking what she wants... Maybe I can learn to live without her... can I?

Sunday, January 22, 2006

"Say that you've had enough. You might regret it at first but it's empowering."

Yes I am tired. Yes I've given my all. And there's nothing anyone else can do to better the situation. I have to make the decision... to wait around and hope that it might work/happen... OR let go.

"What do YOU want to do?!"

I don't know... I really don't know anymore... I just know that it's love so deep that I'm almost drowning.. Unfortunately an unreciprocated love.

If I let go, will she come running back to me again? Maybe... maybe not.

"Now, it should be all about you... all about Angie..."

Who is Angie? I've always put other people first that I don't know what Angie wants anymore...

"When you've done all you could do, you need to leave it in the hands of the greater power."

I surrender all...